Still cant find.. on Wednesday, January 18, 2006
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I still cant find him, or rather he din contact mi.. haix.. maybe fated?so sad, so hurt and so painful.. wan to cry yet cant cry.. izzit bad euff? i still troubled abt the matter.. i cant concentrate in class or anything! i woke up late, miss 5 buses due to all packed.. Late for sch! and forgot to bring my stuffs for sch... 0mg, haix.. also no use.. i sitll keep thinking abt him.. and wat she said.. isit truth? im so troubled yet no one can solve for mi! hwa, HZ, Chew say i shouldnt believe her.. she is such a liar.. is not believe or not.. Is, isit really the truth? wat if she said is truth? i dun wan always the one who get hurt.. i really scare of getting hurtz nowadays.. Love really hurts alot.. When i always get hurt.. i nid to smile, keep the smiles and laugh on.. but i keep crying in my heart, i can nvr cry everything out.. Y cant i? coz i dun wan others to worry.. others to see i love him alot.. other to see im so hurt, so weak... i must be strong! ok, i should end here, or not late again,, *touch wood*
