Think, Forget, Gif up? on Friday, January 20, 2006
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Today seems to be a veri sad day.. i do miss him alot, sjorn was toking abt stars.. he knows i love stars alot but i dun seems to see it over here.. i told him maybe i can dream of alot of stars tonite, yet he say abt CL.. maybe tat's it.. i miss him alot, i wan to hear or see him buti know it's impossible.. this is the second day i haf ever sms him.. i wish i can stop being so annoying, so pester to him.. maybe i really should gif up. maybe give up all my love up, leave the empty heart here.. love really hurtz alot.. the feels, the painfulness.. i cant take it anymore, i might look strong enough for everyone to hurt mi but i dun think so, im juz a glass with air bags protected, a cover, a mask for mi.. i wish i can cry out all my feelings, tell out all my feelings. one word tat make mi stop it is " BEAR" bear with everything.. tat's wat i told chew too today, y i dun cry infront of them? coz i always rmb to BEAR, bear with the pain, bear with everything.. haix.. i end here today. yeh~ i decided to change blog too, but i dun seems to fix my tagboard in.. if anyone look at this dumb blog.. and willing to help, plz emao (e-mail) mi @ apple_lover_90@hotmail.com.. thx.. Tat's All Folks!
