Is this right? on Friday, March 10, 2006
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Last nite i told him to find beta gals, i dunno if im doing this right. i dunno why. i juz feel veri hurt by him.. my heart had broken into million pieces! still the same old mi, i wish to cry out and feel like crying out everything but i juz can seems to cry out. the friendship between mi and chew is worse, dunno isit i mood swing or i really cant stand her stupid idiotic face + attitude! not only she is stressing, mi also! so y vent all her anger on us! dumb rite?! not only that, she keep giving the stupid idiotic moronic face and attitude even if i done nothing rite. MORON! so angry with her! SO SAD WITH "HIM" WHAT THE HELL!!!!! argh!!!! even the sentosa trip also kena postpone! but actually in my heart, i only got one wish for now. the wish is tat he can tell mi not to give up, and willing to celebrate with his bdae~ actually it's quite hurt if the guy u like, wrote on his msn tat isit so diffcult to find a gal who he love and she love him? and he can tell mi this when i ask him out juz one of the days in the holiday : " i look veri ugly lah, dun wan to let u " i felt a little fed up and juz reply him back : " do u think i care abt how u look? cant nvm.. anyway i also dun wan to let u see the broken down gal!" haix... Maybe love really dun occur in my life anymore.. maybe even friendship! I HATE MY LIFE AND MYSELF!!!
