so long never blog le and alot of things has happen.. especially friendships bah! me and crist got worse..coz i think tat she always depending on friends, wat if one day friends are no longer around? will she be strong and hold herself up or get worse?? i nasty to her but dun mean to let her depend on layhwa more! i really wan her to be independent. u can say i nasty or watever.. but i really cant stand to be her friend! be her friend i veri stress!!!! i really totally stress out le, on my studies, on my BGR and on my friendship..she gt ppl to pity her, i dare to ask how many will pity mi? no one knows!! i always alone, i always act strong but who wilo know tat i also a human? i also will break down? haix...
