T_T.. why only now. he use friendster to msg me and ask me ehy am i so cold to him on sunday [22/10] i replied tat dun wan to tell him la.. he also said no matter wat he will be dere for me.. hahaix.. i read this testi to his "laopo" he said no others girl will replace her..
like compo always write, tears swell up in my eyes, wanna fall but i juz keep it there.. force it back. im veri lazy to cry now, no more tears or no more emotion? i dunno.. but he seems happy, filled with happiness while me?sadness, with hurt, pain and tears, juz tat he din knw.i juz hope tat time will heal everything!!! EvERYTHING!!!
Haha, neber mind? i guess so bah.. if i wanna cry, i will juz allow it to flow bah.. feelings complex and weird.. it can allow one person to find happiness and also hurt, pain.. ouch? i been hurted too much. but i know no matter wat, my Abba will nvr forsake me.. he willing to listen to my crapz, rubbish, complain against myself and there he will work on me.. fill me with his word, allow me to climb back, stand on my feets and walk the road with my lord again.. =]
Bunneh!!! u must stay cheerful! so must smile more, play more, crazy more, dun cry more and sad more....
