James Kor.. on Wednesday, December 20, 2006
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Haix, today juz duh! have some conflict with him -[ James kor ]- He asked me for stead but i rejected. i onli wan to study veri hard.. life is already veri harsh on me, no turning backs, no more chances, no more life for me. Even for now, u all can say i negetive but my life is juz like this -[ an ant which can be kill juz by a squash by thumb ]-
Today veri sad, not onli haf conflict with him, he really BS -[ Back slide ]- haiz.. he is a nice korkor la although he say he not fit to be my kor anymore or watever bah.. hopefully he would forgive me lo.. maybe wat Allan said is correct de bah..
Allan oways like to say me this
=[ Dun Think Too Much ]= OR =[ U Think too much liao ]=
Lolx.. but maybe becoz i thought of too many things tat life oways becoming so harsh on me. 16 years of hard life, who will wish for it? maybe this 16 years of life i wrote into story, still got ppl say not bad story sia.. ahaha, but no matter how tough is life, i got to move on rite?
Changes are oways there, i cant stop them. Thoughts haf been haunting me.. maybe i should juz give up on some things. Sometimes i really feeling ripping apart, dying and cant breathe anymore. too harsh, too tight.
Today was one of those worse day of life bah, James kor will ignore me forever bah. Actually i dun mind, ups and down of life, it oways happened. Time really flies, 16 years of life isnt short or long. Hard life, I'm gonna survive it and be strong and tough. I allow NO ONE to dare to look down on me again, no more of hard time after nxt year, no more no more! no more of pointing fingers by others, no more of bad mouthing by others, ALL GONE! if i can go poly!!
Oh yeh, Rap dar dar said tat he got a schlorship for his N lvl result.. good for him lo! but i din get one, nvm wat, my result arent so good anyway! He oso added tat he heard tat alot ppl said we both stead.. lolx.. will see abt tat bah! nxt year all in one class! CHEERS!
=[ Life Is Nothing If There's Nothing For You To Hang On To ]= =[ Hope, Trust, Faith, Respect, Love, Dignity Are All In Life You Need ]=
