Giving Up Another Round on Tuesday, January 30, 2007
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Yup, giving up this time again, another time. Relationship, giving up lo! i'm so tiring, veri veri tired. I'm going crazy soon, really mad and crazy!! Tears, it suppose not to flow out like last time, how i controlled it, but now, i cry every now and then.
Stupid PAT! stop being a cry baby. How many times haf u been rejected? havent u used to it? Maybe i should eh.. Ha! so easily fed up now adays, so easily to cry, so easily to bad mood coz, i oways so bad mood de.. i cant change tat? i can bah! but i decided it's too tiring for me.
Burp!! this few days nvr eat, now gastric but it's so shiok.. lolx, to feel myself been physical pain then emotional and mental. im going crazy Crazy CRAZY! haix, giving up needs time bah. He said y i so cold to him this few days, i admit it now, over here, i want to avoid him, i wan to forget abt this feelings, dump it to the dustbin and burn it!! nvr come back u this feeling, i dun accept u!! but can i really do it? i dunno la!!