I dunno why but i veri tired abt myself? i keep thinking of things tat are so troublesome. ha, i dun nid to think too much bah.. my heart so heavy, i dunno wat the hell im doing anyway. missing someone? maybe. worry abt ppl, yes i do.. the feeling of being reject? it's oways been there. so wat am i so troubled abt? i dunno, cant seems to figure out.
i wonder if those guys got stamps on their eyes to ask me for dates? shibin, CL etc. dun wish to name out every single one.. i look at them, y so many suitors YET no one tat i fall for? they are not my type of chocolate.
today i quite feel down lo, korkor dunno wat happen, say things so weirdly. ask him things, he seems to avoid my questions.. wat happened to him? i thought we are close korkor and meimei. maybe im all wrong. things nvr turn right for me? maybe, but at least i know, watever happened, i still can solve it de. i look back abt my life. i changed so much, from the stupid ah lian attitude gal to now, so lamey lol, but when alone i looked into so much into my life and my thoughts were so far. Alone seems good to me, i thought of so many things tat i nvr thought of, i look so much beta when alone.
i begin to fall for you, but do u know abt it? even if it slip out of my mouth, have u caught those words? maybe not bah, heart seems so heavy, so troubled. ur face keep appearing into my mind. cant i juz forget abt u coz i know u wont fall for me. im not ur kind of girls anyway. shouldnt i be used to it? i admit now, i falling for u, i missed u. do u know it anyway? no! u dun, and i wish i could forget it, so u will nvr trouble abt me. Ha, u can say i silly or dumb but i dun mind. this is me.. maybe friendship works beta between us, so no point to tel u the truth. =]
