First Day Of 2008 on Wednesday, January 02, 2008
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First Day Of 2008, i slept like a piggy~ coz i woke up only at 4pm++ but cant help it, who ask me to slp so late, maybe it had became a habit that i begin to slp late. Dont know wat has coz me to have this kind of problem - cant slp. Today although im trying hard to act as if im not listening. i begin to feel tiny heart pain, maybe is becoz of some words.
Words always hurts people rite? cant figure out, humans. Everyone haf their own personality, A great saying " Man are hard to please while god is nvr " God nvr fails us while man do. Suddenly this words really hit me. I could say all this, but im not doing it? bullshit i could say abt myself. I Believe in - If u can say it out, means u can do it too. But i seems to fail in it, so wat for i go ahead and comment on ppl? While some ppl i commented really deserve it! coz i can do it, y cant they, they juz bullshit abt it and feel like the world is gonna end.
Too much things had happen during 2007, whatever i could really recall seems like blank. Maybe i dun really like to remember things eh. What i could recall are i had graduate, start working hard and what else? Friends and dear. If i really gonna thanks god or who ever u all believe in. I could only say two things. Friends and my dear. They seems to be the pillar of my life. Or could i say, i really depend on them lots and lots, although sometimes i might not really admit it. hehe, no choice..
I feel that this entry is gonna be dam long coz i too long nvr update.
I adding on: feeling that i express beta when i write then i tok. Expression it might be, ha! who cares, i always had problems with toking than writing my feelings! Maybe feelings, thoughts, i really cant speak out. i could only think think and lastly, think! i feel that i seems to be like hiding my feelings for "this year" - [2007]
Happy - Slacking - Lamey are those words to describe me rite? might as well be. i figure out that if i chosen to be sad to get over days, it might be too hard on me rite? Might as well get happy. At least ppl might be happy around with u.
Too much things had happened yet i chosen not to remember them, ask me y? i oso dunno. Maybe if i think too much, i might be dead from thinking them and cry over spilled milk, hahaha.. things in life nvr too smooth, when smooth time, should really appreciate it while tough times, learn - be more strong even though u feel like dying.
I always enjoyed questioning myself, how tough im? I found out that, surface is always surface, no matter how tough u acted, everyone might see that you are tough. But to yourself, u know it.
Happiness do come to my life in 2007, i could admit it, although sadness do try to knock me down.
Can you believe it? PATRICIA writing all this things!! omggggggggg~ her mind must be got problem, so different de... LOL!!!
