Yeh, cant slp so im here to blog. Dunno y, this few days keep on cant slp.
Abit feel that im not myself, i seems to lost myself in this world. Who am i actually? i dunno!! i dunno wat's bothering me, i dunno wat happened to me, i dunno wat thing in my heart that make me so emo. i really dunno. i cant see myself, i cant!!
Really figure out that HUMAN is really a horrible thing.. i can admit im horrible oso, i cant wonder y, sometimes i do this, i do tat. think back, im quite scary too.
Y am i always hiding? i know i cant hide from problems but still im hiding. wat hell in the world i wan? i feel so unsecure, yeh bunny is feel that. it seems like i having been wearing a mask and showing the world that im strong. i really cant stand it anymore, really breakdown le.
know u all dunno this kind of patricia. but sometimes i really feel so breakdown, some things happened and i feel so im so deserve those happening! this time round, i really breaking down. Blogging this the way i show it out rite? cant stand myself wearing the im so happy go lucky mask. i felt so dumb! but wat can i do? i dunno..
juz being some emo here, i cant figure out anything out of myself. sometimes i really feel that i juz hide at some bloody place and nvr come out.
Feel that some around me is juz FREAKING SCARY! cant they juz think more than themselves? cant they juz think more than "now". i can admit i dun really think more than myself sometimes. i admit i could hurt anybody under the sun, i admit im juz another horrible person.
