Hmm.. Suddenly realize i very long din really blog abt my life but keep on blogging on my Bangbangtang~ ELMO ELMO ELMO~~~ ok! end~ Starting of the sch means a big deal to me, although im dam happy abt having something to fill my time and life for the time being~
Yes, i haf been quite a emo this days. i get angry easily and get sad easily. i almost cried over some matters [ almost din mean i cried ok!] i has been roaming over the net, looking here and there. Realizing we haf somehow been pull apart, like jasmine, she is going to be a nurse! [omg, i cant imagine that], sheena and me studying the same course at the same place~ jinli studying at RP.. Time really love to do flying, between us, i oso figure out that, friends cannot always there for you. some matters can be over sensitive to say.
i over emo till i cover myself totally in idols.. i look at myself, i studying the sake of studying. i cant reach to my goals anymore. it seems so despair for me, i really wanna reach my dream! i really miss those times that i tok my heart out to mrs teo. but wat can i do, im all alone again rite? Friends have their own problems but still i always tok everything to jasmine~ [see i so bad] jasmine always the one there for me although she's busy or having own problems as well and i really feel bad abt it.
maybe one day, i could have a new dream, a new goal to reach out. therefore i would free so lost, i nid a dream or goal or not even after i get my diploma. i wont know where to go, i really dun. maybe i could juz go taiwan and work, i really somehow cant really stay here. i dun feel like staying here.
so now, my life is almost bored. Schooling, read novels, watch shows, chat online and some basic things in life. hmmm.. maybe one of my goals now is to learn dance! learn locking, popping? not a bad idea after all but most of all i must complete my study to learn all this, focus on it and start to work too. i wonder if i start working would i haf the time to learn dance.
