I was wondering.. Friends, do they really stay in your life? Asking me? i would say yes, only very few.Wondering, do them really know you? Do them really understand you?First thing comes to my mind.. No, they dun.. even if they knw u "well enough"They cant see through ur mind anyway. To me, relationship is as important as friendship.But now, friendship and relationship was not smooth or rather, it would nvr be..Feeling.. wanna hide, but i know i cant hide any longer. first thing comes to my mind, GOD..Come by this song, Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus. i felt peace..but i asking myself, how long? For now, im no longer a christian.Selfishness of mine, childish attitude of mine.
How many more faces do i actually have?
I have lost myself in the world..
how many could actually proclaim they do understand me? Less than 3 for the fact.That's Why.. i prefer alone.As Everywhere have troubles to think of. Stressful as it is. i cant handle it anymore..First is relationship
Second is family
Third is friendship
Fourth is studies
What else would add on? i cant even count finish..
Maybe one day, i'm no longer me..
Or rather, fallen into depression..
sometimes, it's beta not to ask so much isn't it?
