Just allow me to be selfish again...
no matter wad happened, it's past already..
realizing w/o each other, we still nid to move on..
realizing using work to numb myself doesnt really help..
realizing everything is gonna over once again..
realizing God is always there for me..
realizing every single things changes..
i have been realizing so many things that i cant even finish writing it.
we have to move on in life.. real world already hit us hard enough...
i juz wish for a simple life in a simple world even though there isn't any simple world..
but i just want a simple love.. i just one a committed relationship.. nothing else..
I might be negative, i might be listening to voices in my head.. i might turn out worse than wadever u see.. my condition is getting worse.. falling into the work dump doesnt helps..
Dear heavenly Father, thank you for ur grace, for your faithfulness, for your great love..
God, i give you my all and i pray that things around me happens according to your will.
i'm willing to accept everything as i know, lord, you would be there for me no matter wad..
Heavenly Father, please give me your guide as you are my light in my life.
And please bless me with wisdom so that i could use the wisdom in my life according to your will.
Oh lord, in your words, Luke 17:6 "If you have faith as a mustard seed, you can say this to mulberry tree, 'Be pulled up by the roots and be planted in the sea', and it would obey you" Let the faith in me would move the things in my life that is not in your wise plan as your ways are always greater than mine. As the lord prayer said " Our father in heaven hallowed be your name. your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us day by day our daily bread and forgive us our sins for we also forgive everyone who is indebted to us. And do not lead us into temptation but deliver us from the evil one. Oh lord, i pray that everyone around me would be saved, i pray that you would deliver all of us from the evil one. Heavenly father, i have forgiven those who had disturbed me in ways, i forgetting those periods. Oh lord, please forgive my sin, as im a great sinner. i pray that things would go well for everyone around me, even the enemies in life. Once again lord, i thank you for all my friends that appearing in my life, i thank you for everything that has happened that allowing me to grow up.
And i pray all this in jesus mighty name, Amen..
