sometimes when u get to see things, u wont understand so much..
For 17 oct, i redelicate my life, my love, my heart and my soul to god again..
dun ask.. coz i dun wish to answer anything abt it..
god always wan me back, i had rejected him a few times, but god nvr give me up..
thx Jeff and Kelvin who always praying for me to get back to church..
Actually Jeff asked me three times b4 i really make up my mind to go down for the calling..
my dream ministry is still at children church ministry, when u get to see this kids, then u know wad is pure love for God..
juz received a email from a very long lost friend.. he sent me this song.. " This is our God" by hillsong.. actually i have been listening ^^.. thx alot.. lost long friend..
sometimes i wish i could really dun bother by this matter, but today i realize another thing.. is i can nvr ever dont get bother by this matter... God, accompany me through this matter, bring me out of the sadness that dwell in me. no matter wad, i know God, even you have ur plans but u would still allowing us to choose our path, God, plz bless me with the wisdom not to choose the wrong path ever again. As long as he dun call me anymore, i think i'll be fine, but i was wrong oh lord. plz teach me the way..
the voices in my mind is still there, negetive, nvr postives.. i wish i had nvr born at times, so i do not need to suffer these kinds of things, but i forgotten that Lord Jesus Christ had suffered more than anyone in earth now.
i just wan a break from everything! From kinship to friendship to relationship. i wanna clear and coool down myself as i know if i dun, i would juz dwell into depression.
Dont try me, everyone have their limits, and mine is used up soon. dun try to interfere my things too much or i would turn nasty. dun try to act smart coz u nvr know wad im thinking.
my blog isnt really a place for me to write all my thoughts as my thoughts had always been hidden for you all do not need to know, and i meant it, u ALL dun nid to know...
