Had 4 happy day! got to see ELMO, get close to him, chat with him and his partner who both are great macho, handsome as well as cute guys! totally in love with both of them!
realizing alot of things, from family, to relationship to idols.
but no matter wad, im still stuck very badly in all situation... Going right or left is oso wrong.
today is 20th le.. realizing not as emo as last time anymore! should i cheer? hahaha...
but i dunno y, there's this feeling, more securing, more heavy than the one i had b4...
i tried to hide away far, but no matter wad im still draw near and near!
AAAAAAAH!!! it's so sicking..
i think i go bck and keep thinking my idol and his macho partner!
