It's soon to end of 2009. Many things happened just like every other year. Recently, i went to this dinner thingy organized by Jasmine and her church friends and received a "love letter" from her. It just made me tear up a little, JUST A LITTLE! :P
After reading it, many things just running in my mind.
Jasmine ah, I remember how much quarreling we had. We used to fight with each other so much that one day, we no longer fight but hit each other. Of cause, none of this is major. I always feel that friendship is always important to me therefore i'm pretty picky about it sometimes. I tend to trust ppl easily somehow. For me, Friendship of ours is something that i didnt expected. Now i updating my blog knowing that you would read it. I would want to say some stuffs to you girls, Jin li ah~ Jasmine ah~
I dont really remember how long we have been so close, but to me it seems very long ago matter. The joy we have, the teasing with each other and sometimes we tend to get angry with each other but we knew after a while, everything will be alright. Remembering all those times we are always so crazy, in school for jasmine or even when we go out together as three. For me, i didnt expect any friendship cause i'm pretty a loner not to mention that i'm pretty crazy too. Times that we have spent are so precious that it's always a memory that i keep bringing up. All those jokes that we made. I always believed that if we doesnt meet up often, we tend to go further apart cause we might not know what happened in each other life, maybe some changes maybe something major happened that might need listening ears. When i'm alone or having some problem, i tend to think of you guys and that someone (u know who is it) but i never dare to bother you guys much. I knew you guys have your own problems. I always believed that if i could handed all my problems, i wont want to say it out unless i'm just a little annoyed cause i doesnt want to pile up to you guys. I always feel helpless if i cant help anyone. Years after years, our friendship/sisterhood keep on growing, more and more things we tend to know about each other therefore there's alot of things we knew what to say what not to. So Jasmine, sometimes when we doesnt say something, it's not because you arent our sister but just we already knew ur reaction. I'm always thankful to God who gave me so wonderful sisters like you and jinli. Although sometimes i'm REALLY mean, hey! At least i admit it ok.. If i made any mistake, please forgive me. I'm just a human too, i might make mistake here and there. Sometimes i tend to get very moody, sometimes i tend to get overboard, sometimes i get tooooooo mean. After all I always could count on you guys for everything. I want to maintain this relationship with you guys in the future times too. Thanks guys! You guys are great! Really..
There's always a few things that i regretted during 2009. One of the things is about him. After so long, we get to meet each other again but i decided to run and hide. I knew it was impossible at the beginning, but i drop back into the pit once again like what i did a few years ago. We gotten even closer though. Things changed, i tried to turn back but failed. But looking again, i should not feel regret at all cause no matter what, we are in different world. But i still thank God for bring him back into my life at the moment i drop deep into some matter.
Another regretful thing i did was keeping myself away from the world which i still doing it. I do love the peace that i having alone, i'm so used to be alone until He came back into my life. Arent you guys surprised? I havent gotten a Boyfriend for a year! I broke my record!!! And i wont want a boyfriend any sooner, although sometimes loneliness hits me. I believed that true boyfriends are hard to find so i might as well dont want it. Those tragic scenes around me, i had enough that i wont want all those kinds of things happening to me.
Doesnt it sounded like i grown up? What? I'm still childish ok! dont snatch it away. I enjoyed so much this year, i made new friends that making me cant wait to meet them, like Jo unni, PH friends. They treated me so well, so warm and nicely. It's always sweet with them, we fight in PH, we acted like we hate each other, ok fine! it's I ACTED i hated a few of them. Things brighten up my life. Thanks you people.
Thank you Ashley and Amy unni, Jo unni and Sil unni as well as Nie. Thank you Hoyec the bitter nutso flavoured fish, Joanne, valana vallie valerie cao, RoseMary, Grace and the rest whoever you are, you should know. Oh yes, I LOVE YOU Ashley unni and Amy unni's Appa and Omma! You guys are GREAT and cute and loving and kind. Thank you alot too. ^^
Thanks Darling Sheena, thank you for always making time for me. I love your mom. kekeke~ I still remember how much u used to hate me cause i'm like the most lazy student but i can top my class. I still remember what you said ok. Thank you for joking with me, watching movie with me, enjoying lots of things with me.
This year, 2009 was never a easy year for me compared to last year. But thanks to you guys, My life totally turn brighter.
And thank you Rongfang jiejie for accompany me always. Aaron for tempting me to get Sexy Diamond, Just kidding! Xiaochu and the rest of Quainter for being nice to me. Huiching, Hui Ping, Shanice for being my friend even though i'm super annoying at times.
That's all for the thanking and reflection, my brain arent working that well you see as i'm very sleepy. So if i didnt write your name or stuffs, please dont dont dont angry me ok? LOL! Next update i would write about 2010 goals and stuffs :D Thank you for reading long winded stuffs :P
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