Finally updating *heard the people stop shouting for updating* oh well.. today i went to eat dinner with my dad, step mom and step brother.
I miss my daddy honestly, his wackiness and funny although he is absent minded and fierce at times. But that's how cute my daddy is. Using cute voices to disturb people, or funny faces. I really realize that i misses him a little too much.
There you go, my step brother not even calling me jiejie. oh well, cant blame him though, we only meet almost twice a year only or even once a year. Nothing special.
I really dislike how my step mom said about my dad, being so carefree and stuffs just because he has a family. DUH! In the past, even without u guys, my dad is also like that and i LOVE him being like this. I just cant stand it when people commenting about my daddy, of cause only my family can comment :P . bias? OF CAUSE! HE IS MY DADDY u see. Although i always said i dislike him and stuffs, but actually i really love him alot. i cant help it, but to aegyo a little infront of him. After a few more look, i also saw my daddy being thinner and temper changed alot to much better.
I wanted to cry, cause the daddy that i love is just in front of me, comparing to those days that i doesnt even see him or hear him cause we doesnt contact at all. He asked when will i move in with them, but i simply refused. I doesnt want to live with her. I enjoying the freedom of cause, and my grandparents even though i miss my daddy too.
OH! and when we was eating dinner, the waitress (who my dad know cause co worker) asked if i'm my step mom's sister or my dad's cause i looked more like my dad. He said i'm his daughter (laughed) and he was like my whole working place knew that i have a daughter so old. Somehow i felt touched. at least he still remembers me? (laughs again) Honestly, i felt so outcast, the three seems more like a family than with me. cruel... how cruel... ha.
Lastly, i was suppose to write my goals and stuffs.
1. Stay SINGLE :D
2. REALLY NEED TO SAVE!
3. Learn Dance (which i'm doing now)
4. Happily working
5. Spend more time with family
6. Change style of dressing and stuffs. (i'm trying =B)
7. Finish up my fanfic
8. More money to get my stuffs
9. Learn Korean (i'm trying to spend time for this)
10. Friends :D
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