It's raining so heavily today. I wonder have i deserted my blog here. but i guess not since i'm updating it now right?
The cold weather season is here again, so that means it's another year ending soon too. There's too much things happened in 2010 though. And officially i'm 2 years single. Idol chasing has taken over the empty space of not having a partner.
On another hand, my grandpa seems to be recovering well too. So i'm also looking for a work too, slowly, not too rush anyway since there's no one at home apart from my grandma while my uncle is working. I guess i'm somehow grown up again over matters.
At some point of time i might be feeling to cry but never did cause i believed that everything would go smooth after these. It was an experience of cause. I knew a few new friends too, they are pretty nice to me though i doesnt really talk to them much.
Sometimes small things really remind me of him but to me, he is another stranger. HE no longer the same so do i. We have changed in some ways here and there. I doesnt know if these changes are good or bad but i know at some point in our life, we grew up.
Have you look around at those people that are around you. Have they changed? It's more like did u accept what they are now? Humans, always confusing much but sometimes you would just wish everyone is much more simple.
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